Tuesday, February 16, 2010

have a question in my head:

Why do people not tell their friends their feelings? Im not scared, if they hate me, hate me. its none of my business. if they hate me, means they are NOT worth to remember and think of. not worthy for you to SMS when you are bored. and DEFINITELY not worthy to cry and to tell everything to. If you dun like me. tell me. DONT act friendly and then behind my back you backstab me. cos I treat ALL MY FRIENDS as personal part of me. not pawns, not 2nd hand equipment after technology. they are part of my heart. so if i catch my friends tellin' their friends how the DESPISE me, how they LOATHE me, my heart will be like someone clutching it hard, making me hard to breathe. like someone cutting a part of it out. if you show your hate for me, i'll just forget you and take it as if you were NEVER part of my life. If i want something, you can dun always give in to me. cos i'll get used to it and use it on you always. if you want something, i'll give it to you. but let me get this clear. I DONT LIKE BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED. i absolutely hate it. im not a pawn, not your servant. unless im one of them, i'll be angry.